natteravn...

letters in a mess...life in a mess and not only...
back in the old cage, again and tonight is a good example of the old theroy...every day signs and bulshiats that are revealed to me by the great universe...bottom line? same old story on and on...

one quetsion for myself : what makes me happy?
the answer: still in progress....maybe some day i will figure it out!

p.s soon very soon i will run again finally, i've been too much in here
p.s 1 just 3 h of sleep and on the road again...nice or not good or bad this is not a good time to write in here...
p.s 2 quien merece la pena ...y el resto ya se sabe...

late hour mellon collie and the infinite sadness...

si am ajuns din nou in my hometown...dupa o serie interesanta de drumuri pe ici si colo...si again ma vad la ore tarzii in noapte stand in fata laptopului si dansand valsul unghiilor rosii pe tastatura...

fezte noi si vechi au aparut si au disparut, amintiri locuri de demult si locuri noi, frumos si nu chiar si un mare dor ce m-a pocnit...i miss many things dar e una din putinele dati cand i miss being home away from my official home...weird no? well yeah i guess...

mi-e dor de oamenii de acolo, de locurile mele, de chestiile faine si cel mai dor imi e de balconul casei mele si de gradina impecabila in care nu am avut timp sa stau...a trecut aproape un an un an plin in care s-au intamplat o groaza de chestii....daca ma intreba cineva acu un an ce cred ca se va intampla anu asta on this time...cred ca nu as fi nimerit nici macar 1 lucru din cate s-au intamplat....a full year a life full of unexpected, many cities, countries, people, new ones old ones, am regasit ce am crezut pierdut, am ingropat ce am crezut regasit and so on...life goes on indeed si noi la fel...

anyways now is time to change the course ...and think warm, if an year ago on this time i was close to leave with 1 way ticket to the north...this year i change..i like to keep it non-boring...i'm taking1 way ticket to the south...and so another story to tell and other experiences to live...cuz guess what in the end: life is like a box of chocolates...u never know what ur gonna get..

p.s funny thing that for my name day today i got some belgian chocolates... toate cu un scop
p.s 1 bambusul va pleca intr-o noua calatorie...si sa speram ca noua clima ii prieste..
p.s 2 skype = love hate realtionship...
p.s 3 it's a shame u can't be in 2 places at the same time...

hasta luego copenhagen...

02:00 a.m llegando en la casa...despues de disfrutar de mi ultima noche aqui al menos..por un tiempo...
" si cand ei ma intreaba M ce ai facut aseara? well eram un pic pe plaja marti noaptea, jucand volei cu pachetul de tigari la fileu, mergand pe butucii de peste apa si admirand stelele de pe dig apoi o asteptam pe ea sa termine tigara pe iarba langa tei si ...restul e dat cu banned sunt alte amintiri " :)

al menos hay algo que contar...gracias fue muy guay para mi ultima noxe aqui boludo...jeje...y ahora es tiempo de dejar las cosas atras mi ultimo cigaro en mi balcon muy bonito con una copa de vino chileno...y luego Cora ii dam bataie...ca e cale luuuuuuuuuuunnga pana acasa si atatea alte aventuri ne asteapta :)

nu vreau sa ajung in aceasi cutie care am inchis-o acu ceva vreme insa trebuie...dar va fi pentru scurt timp...apoi alta destinatie mai calda de data asta isi va face loc... :) opa opa..si the future is not ours to see..que sera sera...

till then i will say this time arrivederci copenhagen and tak for dag...and then Iasu ti kanis? :)

the little princess...

whatever stands the test of time and distance is worth fighting for...
so easy people call you friend and say how much you mean to them and so on...pure aberations...nothing real and touchable...first ocasion they have imediately they forget you!

is sad but true, nobody is ireplaceble...and people come and go like stories, even though u have them in ur heart, they have u in their blank memory...

few more weeks and i'll be facing the cold, cockish old faces again, my time in here is up, now is time for next destination! for another place i will call home for a while!

anyways any lifestyle has it's own positive and negative aspects... mine as well and someday maybe i will find what i am looking for...if meanwhile i realize what that is!

till then i will continue my journey and taste life in pure state, i shall travel the world in search of something i haven't tried before, i will cry, laugh, scream, dance and keep my mind and heart open...cuz life is what happens now and to postpone it for some other day is to sign your death penalty...and death is what i am most curious about and also the one thing i will try to postpone as much as needed ... :)

last weeks in the north ...and overall it was an experience that changed my life, now is another me coming back and for sure...will not fit anymore in the box that used to fit before...so we shall see what future brings!!

pancakes and frappe hopefully...
till then...like old habits die hard: arrivederci roma...

4:24 danza kuduro....

si iar ajung acasa pe zi...incepe sa imi placa din ce in ce mai mult aici si asta pentru ca stiu ca in curand se va termina. e tipic imi place pentru ca stiu ca se termina is the end almost...mi-e greu sa cred ca e vara iar...a trecut deja un an, madre mia...si ce repede e pe fast forward...

es muy extrano, ya llege aqui un par de meses atras y ahora cuando empiezo de verdad sentirme comoda y bien, tener mis amigos y tal tengo que dejar todo atras y irme...que pena pero esa es la vida de una nomada...

bueno, dejando todo atras en un par de dias me ire de nuevo pero no por mucho tiempo...y donde? pues un tiempo atras dije que todo los caminos llevan a Paris...y ahora despues de 3 anos regreso...solo 3 anos pero pasaron tantas cosas que parecen 30...estoy muy curiosa como lo voy a encontrar ahora...una cosa si que se con una sonrisa muy grande en la cara...y el resto que venga...

como mi mejor amigo colombiano dice: quien uno no quiere otros aprovechan...asi tambien marcha la vida...y las cosas cambian..siempre..pero tambien hay otras que siguen igual...y yo ya estoy empiezando a escribir sin tener algo que decir y me aburo de mis propias palabras...asi que aqui acabo con la teoria...y dejo que la vida fluya y que los suenos me llevan lejos de la realidad...asi como antes...y como ahora y como siempre (me quedara la voz suave del mar...)


y danza kuduro para acabar un finde latino, con el carnaval que puso copenhagen a rumbear...dale don dale...que se puede...

p.s this time paris without la vie en rose or any chocolate box...just the london weather that was left from the old picture...que empieza la fiesta...porque yo he cambiado de rumbo...

avrio....

i feel like an outsider...to my own life...ma simt pe dinafara, in alt spatiu si caut raspunsuri si nu gasesc decat ciocolata...si franturi de amintiri date cu banned...

gata acum e gata si maine? maine e doar eternitate si o zi....frumos film...trista realitate...

i wanted to change stories...and i did....- or + is just a matter of perspective, mine or yours??

dar acum am obosit..i need a break, away from this...i guess i will jump into the wild...or lay down on dessert dune...incha allah and so i flow, the waves are my guidance and the wind my music...i never looked behind because there is nothing new to see...just a bitter-sweet symphony...

repetition...sau joc de iele pe muzica de bach...

multe lucruri se repeta lately in my life...alti oameni aceleasi feeling-uri...si mi-e dor ..si plutesc si ma sclad in bratele unui nor ambulant ce se trezeste o data cu soarele...pentru ca vreau, ca sunt si ca simt...si pentru ca mi-e dor...

stiu si totusi nu stiu...cred ca pot controla si n-am nici cea mai vaga urma de control...si iar plec la drum, who knows ce o sa-mi aduca de data asta...ma intorc acolo unde odata demult era acasa..pentru prima data! si acum??? i guess i will see...

bottom line: mi-e dor de oamenii faini pe care nu i-am mai vazut demult si mi-e dor de apuseni, de fagaras si de vama...de digul meu si de parcul cu nuferi... :) dar imi place sa-mi fie dor...vine si pleaca dar eu curand nu ma intorc... :) i am to addicted to running away thingy in order to come back ..not now not soon not yet

p.s i think pink, live green and die blue...and the rest ... is just a matter of cap ou pas cap! :))